Restless arms & legs have come back to keep me awake these last two nights. It leaves me to wonder why Gabapentin is not doing its job.
I've decided to up from two pills a day to three, just to see if there is a difference.
It's been torture, to say the least.
After a frantic bout of continuously being pulled from slumber, and the tight feeling of suffocation in my bones and insides (that's the best way to describe it), I remembered I had this cream (thanks mom!) and eagerly slathered it all over my legs and arms.

I hope it goes away so soon.
Truthfully, it is dreadful.

I'm still supremely exhausted and feeling really ill. Oh winter, how I love you, but Fibromyalgia certainly does not.

On a random note, I've decided to take a break from a couple of social media sites, and from reading particular blogs. I am hesitant to post that information here, but I feel it will help me with accountability. I'm not going to be gone long, and not from every site, but there are a few places in the online world that have been hindering me as of late. This is not a new struggle, but I know that I need some time away to be with God in a deeper way and to stop feeding my mind and spirit with all of the good and bad things available online. Last night I was praying about how much time to fast from these sites and I kept coming back to 7 days. I opened my Bible and what do you know? My eyes fell on to these verses about healing, Leprosy (just the other day I was musing about how Fibro seems like the modern day Leprosy... except instead of the nerves not working, we struggle with overactive nerves), and about 7 days of quarantine.

I hear you, God. I hear you.

I believe I actually gasped out loud in delight. I love, love, love how He never fails to surprise me.

So 7 days, starting today.

I won't publicly announce which sites, because I believe that is between me and God. But it's happening.

;)