My own shadow makes me jump in complete fear.

The last few days have been hellish.

It's a blur right now...

I remember going to bed Thursday and waking up every few hours...

same thing on Friday, except it was a few times every hour... and I had bad dreams...

So by Saturday I was wrecked absolutely.

I made the mistake of thinking I could handle being out.

I went to church and was "fine" until midway. Then my steam ran out and I dragged through the chaos of In and Out Burger and a movie.

By the time I got home I was drained of everything. EVERYTHING. I was in a bad way mentally and also physically.

I had bad dreams that night.

Last night I continued to have bad dreams. It was the third night in a row.

I've been feeling so depleted. Wow. I feel a new level of fatigue (who knew there was another one?!) and the fuzzy haze clouds my eyes again.