Got to Skype with Mylie tonight. :) This was the first time the connection was seamless and where we actually got to talk in a flow. We played and talked and she showed me some of her things. Then Aaron came in and Mylie said, "Hello handsome!" We also went through the Christmas Target catalog- her with hers on that end and mine over here and I circled what she wants for Christmas. It was so fun!
Today I am not doing well physically at all. I have not had pain this bad in MONTHS. My whole left side- hip, lower back, side all ache with that deep, deep ouch that does not relent. And I am having major chest pains again. They've been happening much more frequently lately, with tonight being at it's worst.
I broke up the streak I had of being sugar free again bu having 2 slices of pecan pie last night. I have never liked the stuff, never liked egg nog either... but suddenly it tastes so delicious! Seriously. But feeling like this so bad today reminds me that I have to stop. It is not an option, it is something I have to do if I want to be better. I struggle so much with this one! Who wants to give up sugar completely?????
There seems to be sugar in everything...

Anyway, I felt dismissed today when someone mentioned how I am not socializing enough. I end up feeling guilty and also irritated. If you felt sick all the time would you want to go and chat and hang out? No, you'd be in bed....

Anyway, Happy Thanksgiving.